Saturday, February 7, 2009

Thiricharivu….

Orupadu kalathinu sesamanu innu ezhuthunnathu…oru cheriya idavela…enne marannukondulla oru jeevitham…etho oru swapna lokathu...kure santhoshangalum athilere sangadangalum…ellathinum innu oru avasanam…innu ezhuthanirikkumbol…njan valare pakvathayodu chinthikkunnu….kurachayi ennil ninnu manju poya aa nishkalankamaya chiri..athenikku thirichu kitty…aa chiriyilude ayirunnu enne ellarum snehichathu…athenikkariyam…parayathakka onnum ennil illa…akarshakamaya vyakthithamo?roopa lavanyamo onnum illa…ennittum enne snehikkan kurachu per undu…enne ariyunnavar enne manasilakkunnavar…avarude okke munnil avarkakyi enikku nalkan ente chiri mathramayirunnu enikku swantham…
Innathe vykum nerathinu ere santhatha…ente mansu pole…uchamayakkam pathivilla…innale rathry urangathirunnathu kondo entho njan nannayi urangi..orupadu neram…enne thanne marannu…swapnam onnum kandilla…nammal marannu poya karyangal nammal urangumbol nammude upabhotha manasu orthedukkunnatahnu swapnamennu evideyo vayichirunnu…psychologyodulla ente thalparyam kondu athinekurichu paramarshikkunna ella pusthakangalum thappy eduthu vayikkuka pathivanu…oh..ival jaada irakkan thudangi ennu alokettan karuthum…pullikkarante vijaram njan oru jaadakkary anennanu…athokke ente oru abhinayam mathramanennu paavam chettan ariyunnillallo..pachayaya njan ezhuthan ishtapedunnu pakshe arum angeekarikkarilla…pullikkaran enne angeekarichappol chumma aa santhoshavum snehavum prakadippichathu anganeyanu…angane orupadu per jeevithathilude kadannu poyi…chilarude sneham njan arinju…chilare njan ariyathe poyi…innenikkariyam ariyathe poyathonnum ini thirichu varillennu…ariyathe poya snehathinanu maduryam kooduthal…
Ee vykum neram amma neettiya oru cup chaya monthi kidikkumbol manasil thonnunnathu ithra mathram…ellam nallathinayirunnu…nashtangalum virahangalum ellam…njan enthanennu thirichariyan njan alpam vyki…thiricharinjappol pazhayathilum poornathayode njan enne ariyunnu..ente chinthakale ente ishtangale…ellam njan thiricharinju….ithrayumokke ezhuthanayo ival ennu chinthikkundavum…ariyilla…ezhuthi pokunnathanu…innum…ennum…njan ariyathe ezhuthi pokunnathanu…ithinoru avasanamillatha pole ayi …alle …enikum thonni…ente jeevitham poleya…ingane avasanippikkanam ennu karuthunnathu pole avilla nadakkuka….onnum ezhuthi vacha pole aavilla…athu avasanikkunidathu avasanikkatte….athu pole ee ezhuthum….
Pranayikkumbol orkkuka….

Pranayam enthanennariyan aveshamayirunnu…oduvil oru sauhrudam pranayathilekku vazhimary… innum ariyilla athu pranayamano ennu?orikkal aa koottukaran paranju nammal pranayikkunnu….nammal ee samsarikkunathu thanne ayirikkum pranayikkunnavar samsarikkunathu…pinneeddangottu…pranayikkan padupedukayayirunnu…avante oro vakkukalilum njan ennodulla pranayam kandethuka ayirunnu…pakshe entho pranayaikkan njan palappozhum marakkunathu pole…avanodulla ente pranaayvum ente manasilthanne pranayichu theerthu…avan agrahikkunna pole onnum avane pranayikkan enikkavunilla…kaaranam ennum avanilulla suhruthine ayirunnu njan pranayichathu…njan ennum sauhrudangalkku munthokkam kodukkunna alanu…oralodu mathramulla oru prathyeka ishtam….athu nymishikam mathramayirunnu ente manasil…orupadu perude idayil irikkan njan thalparyapedunnu…ekanthatha…aa ekanthathayil enikayi oru koottukaran athokke swapnangal…ente pranayam ennum udakkukaliloode kadannu poyi…njangal pranayikkunnathinekkal kooduthal udakki kondirunu…ee udakkukalum pinneedulla virasathayum njangalude pranayathil ere thangi ninnu…ennum oro karyangal njangal undakki kondirunnu vazhakkundakkan…aa vazhakkukalude avasanam neduveerrppode njan alochikkum ithayirunno eeswara pranayam?ee pranayathinu vendiyano palarum avaravarude jeevitham nashippikkunathu….pranayam enna sangalppathe thiruthy kurikkuka ayirunnu ente pranayam…..pudhiya viplavangal srishttikuka ayirunnu ente pranayam…randam loka mahayudhathinu shesham van rashtrangal kye koduthathu pole oro udakkukalkku sheshavum veendum veendum njangal oro yudhathinulla karaarukal oppiduka ayirunnu…”coldwar” njangalude idayil pathivilla…palapozhum avan enneyum njan avaneyum manasil ninnu eduthumatty konde irunnu…eduthumattumthorum tsunami thira pole aa ishtam thirichadichu konde irunnu…pinneedeppozho njangal manasilakki…ithu oru vazhikku pokilla….appol piriyam….aa theerumanathil ethy…aa pranayam ippozhum ennum manasinte konil olichuvachu konduu…but pirinjalum pranayikkunnu njangal…pranayikkan vendi mathram…avanu pranayikkan ariyam…njanipozhum pranayikkan padichu kondirikkunnu…